SNOW!!

So we got our first snow fall of the year!!! Its awesome! Sooooooooooooooo pretty. I pretty much hated it when I lived in Seattle, because it was gross and brown and wet..and went away in a matter of hours. But here it is soo pretty and it gets really deep. But it frezzes before you know it....you look out the window and there are 20 inch icicles hanging from the roof tops haha..and it just continues to snow!! YAY

my soon to be husband

I was reading a fellow bloggers blog about her husband and it made me want to write about my soon to be husband. Although I am sure I have told this story numerous times, I feel like telling it once more.

My life, Before Kenny, was hectic. I was confused.lost..and hurt. By the time Kenny came along, it was years after my depression had begun and I was quickly losing all strength I had to survive. For years I had tried with everything I had to overcome the depression that was taking over my life. But I was getting no where, I was stuck and falling so quickly into the pits of hell. About two years before Kenny came along...the drinking became...(after many attempts of other ways to hide from my pain) my way of hiding all pain and fear I was feeling. I would drink until I could barely walk, my head would be so fuzzy I could not think at all. I would not eat before I drank, which would result in me throwing up...that is what I wanted. All the drinking and throwing up would put me to sleep. I would wake up the next day and it would start all over, hiding from the pain of what I should have been hiding. 

One late night I was in severe pain. I was throwing up blood and could not walk from how intense it was. (At this point I was no longer living at home, I was about 5 hours away from parents in a very small town on the other side of the state living with a friend). I called my mom, bawling, scared. She told me to call an ambulance. I was strapped to a bed and had blood drawn from me, until they saw me throw up blood and raced me quickly to the ER. I was put under Morphine and many x-rays until they found a giant kidney stone, much to large to pass, and the size of it was making me very sick. I was put under emergency surgery and realesed about 12 hours later to go home. Where I stayed, very sick, unable to eat for a full month and losing 10 pounds. After a number of drugs and hospital visits I finally got enough strength to return to work for a few  hours a day. 

That is when Kenny I had begun to talk. He was asking if I was okay and said he would come over and kill the hobos in my apartment (That is a whole nother story for those of you who have not heard my hobo spider story of them taking over our apartment). We became talking alot and hanging out alot. I had the strongest feelings for him..But I would not admit it to him, let alone myself, until Courtney admitted it for me. After awhile, he texted me, while at work and admitted to me that he had feelings for me, I told him i felt the same. A few days later I found us laying in bed, watching each other, when suddenly, we kissed..we knew at that moment, we were a couple. In November, a few days after Thanksgiving he proposed. At a romantic spot ( a rose garden) that was frozen over and covered in a beauitiful layer of snow. 

Stole from Jamie

8 favorites!

8 favorite tv shows

1. The OC

2. Gilmore Girls

3. Lost

4. Untold stories of the ER

5. Scrubs

6. Friends

7. Family guy

8. supernanny



8 favorite restaurants

1. Azteca

2.  Pete's Bar and Grill

3. Applebee's

4. Olive Garden

5. Tomato Brothers

6. Fazzari'z

7. Arby's

8. Taco Time



8 books I'd recommend

1. Twlight

2. Harry Potter (all of them)

3. Bible

5. A child called IT

6. Facing your giants

7. Two girls in blue

8. FLowers in the attic (whole series)



8 things that happened yesterday

1. got sick

2. took a nap

3. fed my cat

4. watched ELF

5. Talked to friends

6. read my book

7. wished for snow

8.  ate Christmas candy



8 things to look forward to

1. Thanksgiving

2.  Apple cup being over

3. Christmas

4. snow

5. finshing twlight so i can see how the first book ends

6. seeing twlight

7. The Dark KNight realse

8. sleeping in



8 things on my wish list

1. a white christmas

2. a baby

3. kenny to be happy

4. seeing kennys exctiment to see his gifts

5. making christmas cookies

6. making christmas dinner

7. hot chocolate

8. just me and kenny



8 things I love about fall

1. the leaves

2.the breeze

3. no snow

4. not to cold

5. not to warm

6. pullman has no fall

7. the smell

8.the colors



8 people I tag

1. everyone and their dogs (good answer Jamie)

bored at home.so update about some random...

Ava

Kenny and Ava

Ava's crawl

so precious

Ava wearing the hat I bought her in Florida and making her goofy face

what goood are the woods if you dont find a random car?

just a kiss

 Ava does not like hard wood or grass when she crawls... this is the result.

our new cat Salem

We got a new cat! His name is Salem, and he is 5. Someone gave him to us for free because he did not get along with their other cat. :)

Mind the mess, we were cleaning and moving everything around since i wanted to christmas decorate early.

babysitting blues

I babysat the babies the other night. Here are the pictures! They are soooo cute. :)

Zahnyah
Braydon

Zahnyah

Nieci

Zahnyah and Braydon

Sincere

Nieci

Nieci

halloween

Trick or treating with 7 different kids? A challenge? It actually was not to bad.